Good things fall apart
Everything is temporary and the good things will also fall apart.
We follow cycles in different phases of life. This last cycle for me has been: revelation, choices, growth and closure. I am using an app called The Pattern, which has been leaving me mindblown with how accurate some things might be.
For a split second, I was 100% happy. I was having a drink with a friend and I was trying to explain I had no emotional nod to take care of anymore. At the same time, I was waiting for life to throw balls at me. And I was prepared to leverage it.
I’m trusting my journey and I am aware of the temporary nature of everything.
I have got some closure in past subjects which have gotten me crying for hours. It’s okay to cry. It’s liberating. I always say you need to close doors by yourself and that no answer is an answer BUT I was still attached to a forced solution I found and the question mark itself.
Life is funny. When we think we have everything figured out, there we go again back to "I have no idea what I am doing with my life". Through hardships, I tend to remember the saying "Obstacles are the helping forces that establish one in the goal."
It’s important to let things go, re-evaluate priorities and allow ourselves to move forward in life. Only then we are able to get closer to who we really are.